April 19, 2018By pencilmotivated No Comments

I am fascinated by the effects of nature on me and my mood. I’m sitting outside, and I just witnessed two spotted woodpeckers having sex on the cherry tree. The garden is in transformation. Every day new leaves and blossoms appear. I feel totally at ease. And all it takes is to step outside and … Read More

Riding the Bull

June 18, 2017By pencilmotivated No Comments

Got my head out of the sand somehow and faced reality last week. Mirror, mirror on the wall, who is that idiot? I have gone through at least 7 cycles of ups and downs since we last met, and I’m kinda worn out. Enough analyzing. I have to ride the bull and get back to … Read More


June 2, 2017By pencilmotivated No Comments

Yesterday was awesome. I’m totally sore from hiking today. I think I’m gonna stay in bed. We didn’t get a lot of sleep lately. Penelope and I are together 24/7. So far I still want her around. I’m still waiting for that “oh, oh” moment. You know what I mean? That moment when you forgot … Read More